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Well I found my dream home yesterday. It is a four bedroom, three and a half bath, ranch style home on 15 acres. It is going up for auction on the 13 of Setember. It has a large pole barn with 10 stables and a walking arena. It is a nice place. However, when I called the auctioneer today to see what the starting price would be around, he told me $225,000.



I really wish I could afford that. But on my budget and a single mom on top of that, there is no way. It would take me entire life to pay that off.



So I guess I will have to keep dreaming.

I guess I should make it more understandable why it pisses me off about my sister.



Growing up, my half-brother and sisters couldn't stand me. They thought that my mom and I were the reason dad divorced their mom. But that was not the case. Our father divorced their mother cause she was a tramp and a bitch. My dad got fed up with her shit and left her. A year later he married my mom and then a year after that I was born.



Their mother rarely let my dad seen his kids. She would tell them that their dad doesn't want them becasue he has a new family. When it was my dad wanted to see them and spend time with them. When they would come stay with us, they would shove me around, hit me, lock me in the closet and other stuff. Growing up, they just did not like me at all.



So here I am giving up my HOUSE, a social life and myself to accomadate a person who doesn't even really care about me. It just pisses me off.

Well it seems I am once again playing the Bitch again. My damn sister is so disrespectful it is unbelievable. She thinks that I am so blind and have no idea what the hell she is up to. I mean damn she is living in my house, has put me out, and feels that she can do whatever in the hell she wants to in MY HOUSE. Does she not even realize what I am going through? I have made myself plainly clear to her on several occassions. Is is really to hard ot ask that someone abide by your wishes while they are living in your house? I simply asked her to not have people stay over night. For one, I do not trust the people she hangs out with. For two, she really isn't trust worthy either. It wouldn't be so bad if none of my stuff was left in the house.



But this particular situation is tricky. She can't be around children, which I have a little girl that is almost two. When she was originally sentenced my dad had made the agreement that she would go live with him when her time was up. Well things happened over the 4 years she was gone. I got pregnant and became a single a mother to a beautiful little girl. My parents were helping out in the beginning with the care of my daughter. They are my babysitters. At the time I was working third shift, so I really could put her in daycare, so they kept her at night while I worked. When I would sleep they would keep her as well. This way she wouldn't have to be with strangers.



I live next door to my parents. I bought the house next door at 18. So when my sister was getting out, her parole officer asked my dad if there was anyone she could stay with since they kept the baby most of the time? The only solution we could come up with was her staying in my house on the days I worked and at their house when I had the day off. Well that got to be a hassle in itself.



Last November I switched shifts and went to seconds. I didn't think it would be a good idea getting my daughter out at night during the winter. So I figured it would be easier on everyone if I moved into my parents house. Well things kinda escalated from there. That is another story in itself in another entry.



I only asked her to not have any one stay at the house, since all of my stuff is in there. I mean everything in that house is mine. Except for her clothes and personal items. Is it to much to ask that someone be respectfull of your stuff and your wishes? She has no regard for anyone but herself. She thinks everyone needs to bend over backwards for her. Well I have got news for her. I will not put up with it. It is my house, I worked my ass for everything that is in it. I put myself throught college and paid for that house. It is paid off.